She is fond of reading, embroidering and singing but is all
by herself in the gigantic lavish bungalow all day, for days and months
together that form the core of her life. Despite several encouragements by her
husband, she is not willing to bring her writing to life, for the world to read
or for anybody.
With the arrival of her husband’s younger brother as a
helper in her husband’s occupations, comes that fresh whiff of air that smells
of youth and chirpy adolescence. A naïve and struggling writer, Amal is also
fond of his brother and sister-in-law and is a natural winner of hearts.
Charu takes good care of Amal, feeding him and domesticating
his wild ways like a mother would. Unaware that her husband has cajoled Amal into
convincing her for writing, she spends time with Amal, moments full of
laughters, singing, adding notes to his infant write-up. She also stitches up a
personalized notebook for him to write in, only on the condition that he would
not send it for publication anywhere. Its only when she asks him to give a
gentle push to her swing that he feels they might be going a little out of the
way. But, Charu’s thoughts have already taken flight and don’t succumb to his
comments.
The
movie flows through with excerpts from poetic creations of Bankim Chandra and
verses from melodies sung in the air. However, episodes of jealousy towards Amal’s banter with a guest lady
staying at the bunglow have also been shown here and there. However, Amal is
unaware of these surges going on in Charu’s heart and amidst their playful
conversation, reveals that he had been asked to encourage her for writing and
spend time with her, discussing literary bestsellers. Charu is furious to know
this and rushes to her room, not able to come to terms with the sudden flash of
divide between her surreal bliss and the harsh reality. She becomes all the
more outrageous to see Amal’s publication in one of the contemporary papers and
his joyful treat of ice-cream to the guest lady to celebrate his success.
Going through waves of affection, possession, envy and
despise, Charu confines her annoyance and unexplainable emotions, not venting
them in front of anyone. A revengeful pang in her heart causes her to start
writing, which she is determined to and succeeds in getting published in the
most competitive paper of the time. Flushed, she carries her publication to
Amal and declares that she could write better than him but that is not what
mattered to her.
Amal is stunned to read her beautiful piece and said he
could never believe she was capable of writing so well. But,
he is unable to reciprocate her feelings owing to guilt and hesitation. At his honest
reaction, Charu’s anger subsides and she wipes off the tears that had rolled
down from her cheeks to the freshly starched white linen of Amal, freeing his
shoulder which she had been clutching so far to vent out everything her heart
had kept locked so far.
While all is at peace and even Charu has reached a leveling line
of understanding in terms of her feelings and the reality, life takes a twist.
The printing press of her husband is shut down and Amal leaves the household,
unwilling to be a burden on his brother who is already broken owing to prevailing
circumstances.
Charu is shattered and pleads to Amal not to take any such
decision, only to find in the morning that he has fled. Concealing and
expressing her disgust at the same time, she asks the housekeeper to vacate the
room and discard all of Amal’s belongings. She even brings back the
hand-embroidered slippers she had kept as a replacement for Amal’s tattered
shoes which she had initially meant to please her husband with. She reads and
re-reads the note left by Amal only to find her new found basis of living gone.
Days pass by and the couple tries to sustain the normalcy in
their lives. Its while sitting on the sea-shore on a silent evening, watching
the drowning sun that Charu suggests to her husband that they could start a new
newspaper wherein she could write a column of herself and manage a page of the
otherwise political paper. He finds the idea extremely appealing as he had been
overjoyed at her publication in a paper of such repute earlier.
They rush home and wasting no time, he decides to visit his
friend immediately with this proposition and start off. Meanwhile, they find a
letter from Amal stating that he had been doing good and was now ready to
accept the marriage alliance he had been running away from so far. The alliance
would open up new avenues to his writing as he could visit the foreign lands
for inspiration.
While Charu’s husband is delighted at reading the letter,
she is in a trance and only after he leaves the home, she sits to ponder upon
it. All the pebbles which had sank to the bottom of her heart resurfaced and
led to an emotional outburst. As she was crying and screaming at the loss of
Amal, her husband happened to step in to pick his forgotten umbrella and was
stupefied at what he heard.
He stealthily retraced his steps, mounted his cart with a
heavy heart. Only to return in the evening, standing at the door, hands too
heavy to knock, rather attempting to resolve the dilemma of the need of the knock.
Just then, Charulatha opens the door and throws her arms open, asking him to
step in…..
Thus, a woman’s heart
is like a deep blue ocean with innumerable secrets and marvels that have
withstood the time and the tides. They
often exhibit compelling and unparalleled strength in admitting their feelings
which their counterparts might not, irrespective of the fact if the society
approves of them or not. And, when the threads of those corals unwind, they
are no more solitary, they take into loop whoever happens to touch them, be it
the diver or the dweller.
